[ Has Inigo been debating for days whether or not he should send this message?
Yes. Of course he has. After all, Inigo doesn't ask for help, not even in the current circumstances. He just keeps going. That's what he has to do. Not think for too long, try to not let his emotions take over - just keep going, and try to help out his friends where he can. It's what he has been trying to do.
But there's a heaviness to it all. Especially with how much everything that has happened has affected Cat, both physically and emotionally. Inigo has been trying to spend time with him where he can to help, but it's-- It's still a lot, especially when he wouldn't dare voice anything about what he feels in front of Cat when the other obviously is not in the mood, when Inigo should be the one to look out for him, not the other way around.
He needs help, though. And-- Asking for that feels impossible, but he tries to tell himself that this isn't about that in an attempt to trick his brain into believing it. It's just a convenient excuse to check up on Li Lianhua, to make sure he's also doing okay in this cold and in the mood that has settled over town. Surely he's being looked after well by the others, but..
.. L-Look, he needs an excuse for his own peace of mind, okay? It's the only way he could ever bring himself to ask for help. And he's worried anyway, so it's not like it's a lie! ]
Could I come over?
I think I forgot how to properly do the whole meditation thing.
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Date: 2024-12-07 02:59 pm (UTC)Yes. Of course he has. After all, Inigo doesn't ask for help, not even in the current circumstances. He just keeps going. That's what he has to do. Not think for too long, try to not let his emotions take over - just keep going, and try to help out his friends where he can. It's what he has been trying to do.
But there's a heaviness to it all. Especially with how much everything that has happened has affected Cat, both physically and emotionally. Inigo has been trying to spend time with him where he can to help, but it's-- It's still a lot, especially when he wouldn't dare voice anything about what he feels in front of Cat when the other obviously is not in the mood, when Inigo should be the one to look out for him, not the other way around.
He needs help, though. And-- Asking for that feels impossible, but he tries to tell himself that this isn't about that in an attempt to trick his brain into believing it. It's just a convenient excuse to check up on Li Lianhua, to make sure he's also doing okay in this cold and in the mood that has settled over town. Surely he's being looked after well by the others, but..
.. L-Look, he needs an excuse for his own peace of mind, okay? It's the only way he could ever bring himself to ask for help. And he's worried anyway, so it's not like it's a lie! ]
Could I come over?
I think I forgot how to properly do the whole meditation thing.